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How Can I Unlove You?

I'm trying to forget you so the pain won't hurt as much but I can't. 
Did you really have to go & make me feel numb when I needed you the most?
Every day, something reminds me of you.
I remember the times when we were happy & the times we were sad.
We were "together" through it all.
We pulled through a lot of things... "together" but now, you're gone.
I keep trying to forget you but it's impossible.
"Impossicant" because I still love you.
I can't forget you when everything reminds me of you.
I miss you the most especially when my hopes are shattered like this.
Maybe the point of life is learning how to let go but how can I unlove you?
How can I erase you from my heart, mind & soul when you have impacted my life with massive intensity?

I used to think I'll get used to living without you but issa lie!
I pretend to be brave and to be happy without you but I know you see right through me.
I know you see the hurt written all over me.
I know you see the desperation hidden behind the courageous smile.
I knew all about loving you but tell me,
How can I unlove you.
How can I be whole again without you in my life?
Anyone else would have let go a long time ago but I'm sorry I hadn't learned the art of unloving u.
I'm sorry I can't be normal like the others before me but it's only because I made you my true religion.
I'm sorry I know no other way but to love you even the more.
You're my obsession and addiction forever & I don't regret a single day I shared with you.
I know I pushed you away from home, 
I know I messed up 99% of the time but when you're ready, please come back home.
I used to tell my self when you go don't you dare come back but I now know what love is.
My arms are open and will always be open for you.
So when everything is done & said please come back home because I can't find a way to unlove you.
Nomatter the circumstance, I'll be waiting for u. 

Try all the fantasies and possible sources of happiness but bearing in mind one imperfect guy is willing to give away his happiness just so you can have yours.
I've loved you sincerely and I'll always love you long time....unconditionally.
I hope we can be used to define true love.
I hope I won't learn how to unlove you because I believe in you and I believe in soulmates.
You're the reason I smile and my last wish is that I die with a smile on my face.
I hope this doesn't come out too strong for you to handle.
It's just the curse of love that befell me.
I want you to forever know that my eternal flame for you will never go out.
Take care.
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