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‘For these and other days, I express regret for the complications I have instigated in your hearts and minds.’ – Lord Vito Relationships nowadays have lost value and meaning, leaving a trail of heart-breaks and hatred as it were. Friendship is no longer a golden-tie, love is meaningless, relation-ships are beginning to sink and the life jackets are deflated as it were, leaving a few survivors if any. Love is maturing into stressful lives, unsolved mysteries, and heated arguments. Unforgettable pasts are starting to creep into healthy relationships thus weakening their immunity to third parties and interference from uninvited guests. Our partners’ friends of the opposite sex have become nothing but potential rivals. Relationships nowadays are for nothing more than convenience. Nine out of ten times, the guy/girl we’re told not to worry about becomes our successor after we’re dumped, our instincts are almost right but we ignore the truth for temporary happiness. ...

As I look back on my previous relationships, I realize and acknowledge that I’m no angel when it comes to breakups. I’ve had my fair share of, deleting all the pictures, throwing away gifts, throwing tantrums, emotional breakdown, thwarting and changing cliché Instagram & Facebook captions. But as I reflect on my life (as I do so every sleepless night), I begin to realize my life is the way it is because of my exes, which made me feel the need to respect them as it were. All in all, my life has been significantly altered because of most people that no longer serve a purpose in it. Even though it may have taken me longer to come to this realization, I’d like to challenge you to be grateful for the good and the bad that transformed you into who you are today because whether you like it or not, we’ve only got one chance to make this the best life we’ve ever lived, and it’ll be a whole lot better if we carried no emotional baggage from the past with us. ‘Respect y...

Today I wonder if what I did was right. To be within myself and let my heart fight. To lose someone so special like you. And never to let out even a slight clue. I confess I was always crazy about you. I admit I couldn't stop falling in love with you. You filled my empty feeling within, for you were with me through thick and thin. Every time I spoke to you, the more I fell in love with you. U left me no choice but to watch someone else enjoy my piece of cake. I could bear an empty heart, but not lose a smile that made the dark glow. I saw my dream breaking, and yet I held back my tears to fulfill ur dreams which you always whispered close to my ears. I was in pain and yet I pretended to be strong. I always wished for u to be right and me to be wrong  I stayed quiet even when I had most to say just to avoid a rant My heart wanted you to stop hurting me but your happiness mattered more. I wanted to say that which would make you stay but my lips didn...

I'm trying to forget you so the pain won't hurt as much but I can't.  Did you really have to go & make me feel numb when I needed you the most? Every day, something reminds me of you. I remember the times when we were happy & the times we were sad. We were "together" through it all. We pulled through a lot of things... "together" but now, you're gone. I keep trying to forget you but it's impossible. "Impossicant" because I still love you. I can't forget you when everything reminds me of you. I miss you the most especially when my hopes are shattered like this. Maybe the point of life is learning how to let go but how can I unlove you? How can I erase you from my heart, mind & soul when you have impacted my life with massive intensity? I used to think I'll get used to living without you but issa lie! I pretend to be brave and to be happy without you but I know you see right through me. ...